I am glad for those who show to be friends by caring enough to ask
the hard questions. Seems i should add some words of clarification
about my "being back to church" post.
1. No,
i am not returning to the fold of "mother church" as a penitent sinner.
Neither have i turned my back on any of my critical positions re. the
current forms and our inherited theology of "church".
2. No,
i am not submitting again (guess, i never did that in the first place)
to any assumed "pastoral" authority. I would burn my conscience if i
did. It is exactly the absence of a "pastor" that opens a door for the
prophets?
3. No, i am not strengthening relations with this church-bound Jesus cluster (that happens to take the form of a - really not traditional - Baptist church)
for the sake of getting anything other than an opportunity to change
the world ;) It is not disillusionment really, nor the desire to have
our little one undergo religious programmes, and least the need for
"spiritual nourishment". I think this should be clear.
But Yes:
1.
I do feel a need and personal calling at precisely this stage on our
journey to (re-)associate with the body of Christ that happens to have
not yet outgrown the old forms of church. It is clearly a calling to "reform from the inside rather
than from the outside". This would not have been right yesterday and
might not be tomorrow, but for this specific window of opportunity we
feel it is.
2. The decision is based on my close friendship
with the leading elders of this particular Jesus cluster and the unity
in our desire to move ahead to new forms and realities of kingdom life.
Plus the opportunity they give me to co-work in kind of a consultant and designer role without the need to enroll as church member which i feel i am not allowed to by the Lord at this point.
3. Besides the kairos-leading, it is my growing appreciation for the purely social
dimension of the one Body. Meaning: humans are humans and need to
organise their communication, interaction and relationships if they
want to achieve something. Existing churches do provide a "third place" (some call it a "commons") for religious seekers and thus a natural space for sowing the seeds of the kingdom to the masses. The point is that Jesus did not build in secret!
He proclaimed in the open and then selected 12 from the masses. How can
i expect to build along relational lines only - without stepping out
into the public?
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